I’d be telling a lie if I said as a Christian, I’ve done everything, most some things, correctly.

I haven’t. And I admit it.  But even still, I’m wondering why is it that it seems (to me) that God has overlooked me in the “Companion Department?”  Shoot I know of people who have been married once, twice, thrice times-and I’m thinking “I can’t even get a male pulse to come my way” and these people have the opposite sex falling all over them! What gives?

I’m trying to hold on and not blame God. I know, in the blink of an eye, he could send my husband-to-be on his merry way to me…but He hasn’t.  And if He isn’t…I wish He’d just tell me, so I wouldn’t be expectant of him.

Are you there God? It’s Me Bria.

I hate meeting guys and wondering if ‘he’s the one.’  It ALWAYS ends up being no.  Being “love elusive” tends to cause one to question themselves, others and God.  I don’t want to complain, I’m grateful for what God has done, and seriously-I don’t ask God for much.

Where is my relationship, where is my husband?

Are you There God? It’s me Bria…

I just want to know  if you hear me, you’re working on it, situation’s resolved-something.

I can’t stand this part of me.  The part that wants to be in a relationship-but feeling powerless over making it come to fruition.

Father, talk to me. It’s me…Bria.